Why do my parents never trust me?

Because there's drugs out there, plus predators on the computer, your parents think they are doing the "right thing" by restricting you so you won't get caught up in these terrible things that are going on in the world today. Actually, what they should be doing is working WITH you, as an up and coming young person who "they" want to"be a success" in life. Did you here yourself say "im such a loser"? Show them this...this is what they are creating! a child who feels like she is a loser! Like she has done something wrong by being good! So, (I live in San Francisco) the minute they set you free, you might want to find out what all these bad things they are restricting you from. Their making you resentful and depressed. I said I live in San Francisco because when I was younger (I'm a mom too) tons of kids who were so controlled as are you, escaped from their enviorment and came here so they could finally breath. Tons of them got on drugs and never made it back home. If your parents want you to not rebel by the time your 18 (or before), tell them your a young girl developing into a woman someday soon and their restricting your development where you'll have to go out and find out the hard way, by yourself! This is cruel and unusual punishment in my opinion! If you love your child, meet their friends, talk about WHY their controling your computer, WHY their restricting you from everything where you have cacuned yourself into having "no social life to please them", while your brother runs "scott free" probably thinking about doing many of the things your not allowed to do. OMG, think about it!!